I am who i am

I'm a person,
as dark as the night,
without the moon to give black and white to the world,
or
as bright as the day,
without the sun to give colors to the world,

I'm a person,
as simple as a rock,
without anything interesting to give,
or
as complex as a maze,
without any clue of solving,

I'm just a human,
that have both hearts and soul,
devoted to a person,

a person,
as bright as the moon,
which would give black and white to the world,
or
as bright as the day,
which would give colors to the world.

I'm just a human,
who's stays in the dark,
without anything interesting to give,
without anyone understands,
without any help,

I'm just a human,
who needs light,
who needs friends,
who needs warmth,
that would push him out of the dark,
and live under light
once again.


kage9009






-See ya'll next post. Till then, keep on trollin-

-Special-

Do u have something special in your life? Of course u do. at least 1 item. Right?
Well, what makes it so special to u?

"Its my lucky underwear. Every time I wear it, something good happens to me."

errr...do u wash it?....on second thought, don't answer that.

" I.."

NO!! Don't answer. Its not good for the heart..the readers heart i mean. Ok, back to the main topic. u mayb have special item(s) or special person(s). What makes them special? I know, I know, the answers varies from person to person.

BUT generally speaking, those special people and items r special to u because they r different from others right? Compare this two pictures:
This>

and This:
Are there any differences? no? Of course its the same. There r not a single differences that make it special. How about comparing the above pic, with this>>
See what i mean? This makes the third pic a special pic compared to the other two.

Now u know what makes them special to u. The 'specialness' of a person n items are mostly determined by their numbers. For example, if everybody in the world are as powerful as superma, that makes superman..not super anymore right? He would just be clark kent, a powerful citizen like any other citizens of the world.

So, treasure ur special person(s) or item(s). If they are special to u, it doesnt mean it is not special to others =)

C ya'all next post. till then, keep on trollin!

Definition....

so, i gave u lots of question last post. This time I will also give question but now with my own answer from my own perspective n observation. Enjoy reading!

what is 'friend(s)'?
-a high level of bond between 2 or more living beings compared to stranger n acquaintance.
-to most people its like toilet paper. After u finish using them, u just throw them away.
-can b acquired n collected easily

What is 'close friend(s)'?
-A relationship between 2 or more living beings that have more trust in their relationship.
-A type of bond that quite unstable>>part friend part precious friend.
-to most people its like a tv remote. If u r not using the tv, the remote have no use but if u r going to watch it, u really need the remote.

What is 'Best friend'?
-A strong bond between 2 or more living beings that have high level of trust between them.
-To most people its like the sea and the shore. its inseparable but its corrosive.
-best friends also can be rivals and even great enemy.
-Bcause of the high level of trust between them, its either they become more sensitive OR become bolder towards each other.

What is 'Boyfriend/girlfriend(s)'?
-its a relationship between a 2 genders made up of 2 persons.
-its level of bond is slightly higher or on the same level as bestfriend but lower than lovers level.

what is 'Lover'?
-its a mutual bond between 2 genders which usually ends up as marriage.
-there r also cases where they didn't get married but end up having childrens.
-the level of bond is on a different scale which u could say a special case.

what is 'special friend'?
-a unique type of bond between 2 or more living beings.
-its level is also on different scale coz its a special case.
-if u take 'lover as the sky, and boyfriend/girlfriend as the ground, 'special friend' is the cloud.
-the thin clouds r more to boyfriend/girlfriend and thick clouds r more to 'lover'.
-an example of thin clouds r usually exbf/exgf that get along after the break up and for the thick clouds r s*x friend...a friend that u need when u need some 'excercise' on the bed.


well, i think thats it. Sorry if im being too direct. its just my style. =P
see u nxt post. till then, keep on trollin!

what? why? where? when? how?

what(s):
1. Kind of a person do u call a 'friend', 'close friend', 'best friend' and 'special friend'?

2. Makes u think u are a good friend?

3. Type of a person is your best friend or a close friend?

why(s):
1. do people need those u call -friends-?

2. the hell the so call -friends- stabbed ur back?

3. do ur best friend or close friend chose u as their best friend?

where(s):
1. do u n ur -friends- first met?

2. are ur -friends- when u most need them?

3. could they hang out secretly with the -other- friend of yours?

when(s):
1. Is the last time u see them smiling when they r with u?

2. Do u last see them telling the truth to u?

3. is the last time they txt, call, or greet u HONESTLY?

how(s):
1. did this happen?

2. can this happen?

3. can u overcome this?

why do i ask these questions u ask? well, the answer is obvious:

"I just wanna know"

until next post.
til then, keep on trollin!

Fake and Gay

This is really true man. Like....seriously.

My college friend, lets just call her 'girlfriend no.1' or Gf1 for short. She just got hit by her EX last 3 nights! What a FAKE AND GAY person he is. He is FAKE because he disguises himself as a MAN and he is GAY because he treats girls(his ex especially) like things.

Ok, the story goes like this: that night, Gf1 is planning to go hang out with her friends, Gf2. While she and Gf2 waiting for Gf3 inside the car, suddenly RIP(her ex...yes R.I.P) taps the window of the car signalling her to come out n talk for a minute. The Questioning session begins with him asking her

"Why do u ignore me?"....The answer is obvious:

'Why the hell should i NOT ignoring an a**hole like u?'

Is what i hope she would say but i think she is too nice. She just brush him of with a simple answer. not sure what it is though but he snapped.

RIP then took Gf1's handbag and quickly get on his car. Gf1, have no other choice but to follow him into the car to get her handbag back BUT right after she gets on the car, RIP press the throttle pedal making the car starts to move.

While on the road, RIP searches inside the bag as if HE is a drug addict looking for a heroin. After he finishes his through scanning on Gf1's handbag, RIP starts scanning the INBOX of Gf1's handphones! He then found out a couple of messeges from Gf1's male friends. His blood than reaches his head and he explodes. He unleashes his anger on Gf1 by punching and pulling her hair VIOLENTLY. Gf1 have no choice but to jump out of the car to escape from RIP.
Shes not badly injured physically though(thank goodness) and for emotional injuries...hurm...no comment. sorry guys.

Neway,
Whats the problem with that dude?
Why is he acting like a kid?
What is his brains made of?
Does he have SQUAIDS? coz i heard it is a serious sh**!

So many Question!! phew...i think thats it for now. See u guys on the next post.
Until then, keep on trollin!
-

Squirrel Aids -Squaids-

SQUAIDS!! Its real and I heard thats some serious sh**!!
>http://squaids.com<

Loneliness

most of may know roughly what loneliness Is. You would probably say :

"yeAh~ loneliness is when u suddenly feel lonely. its normal."

or

"loneliness is gay"

or maybe

"those who fakes and are gay are loners who undergoes a phase called loneliness".

i'M just saying =)

well, none of the above are exactly true. to me, loneliness is a situation where u r abandoned or isolated by those who u call friends, best friends, and in a worst case scenario, your lover or your own family. simply put, loneliness is a situation u undergo after u have been abandoned/isolated by those that used to be very close to u.

for those who are so lucky that haven't tasted loneliness yet, u better not try n taste what LONEliness feels like. loneliness feels like its the end of the worLd already.

"but i have tasted what loneliness feels like. its not that bad. just hang out with the others and u r not lonely anymore"

is what u think rite? well, not to be rude but that is not true loneliness is. true loneliness can be achieved when u lost/got abandoned/isolated bY all the people dear to u.

"that doesnt sound so bad. i can handle it."

cut the cr*p. everything in this world needs others to keep on living or surviving. we humans cant live without Having a contact with other humans. For an example, u have many problems right now n u need to share it with someone else but all the people that used to be close to u have abandoned u. maybe u can go on for about a wEek n then u will start to breakdown.

"but I.."

shush!! I'm not done taLking....ok im done. See u next post. until then, keeP on trollin!